There’s a conflict in my heart but I wouldn’t tell you. I couldn’t merely open myself up to you If I’m just as far as the sky is from the earth. I can’t show any feeling or leave you a message, a letter. I can’t ask you out or wake you up in the morning. You are so close and yet so far. The worst thing is that you will never figure out this hidden me and I’ll never get the chance to ask myself ” Is there any hope?” All I ask is “don’t push me away”!